Joint pain, swollen joints, headaches that haven’t subsided in months, swollen and painful lymph nodes in odd places, itchy itchy eczema all over my hands, dizzy, ears ringing, numb hands and feet, feeling of knives in my feet, skin that feels like its on fire one minute and needs to be itched off the next, eye lids hurt, chest pain like a ton of bricks on top of me, lungs filled with lava, every inch of me hurts, my bones get achy, my bones feel cold like ice while I feel hot, have a fever almost every day, back pain, can’t breathe, blurry vision, confused, can’t think right, can’t understand simple things and I know I should be able to, can’t think of words that I am trying to say, food tastes gross, feel like puking, taking medicine that makes me puke 15 times till I can’t even move, forgetfulness, cranky, no appetite, so exhausted that I have to rest after I take a shower, heart palpitations, can’t go to school, can’t hang out with friends, can’t go on walks, can only see my friends IF they come over to my house to see me, can’t go swimming, can’t just jump in the shower because first I have to cover my whole PICC and usually have help with it all, can’t be left alone in case I get dizzy and fall, sometimes I can’t walk at all and my mom has to lift me, move me, carry me, push me in a wheel chair, get me out, change my clothes, and even sit me up because I can’t move at all.
I am 15. I deal with almost all of these things daily, some days are worse and some days I can get through…but all of it I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I have no life, I stay home all the time, I am lucky my mom takes care of me.
If you find a tick on yourself, go to the doctor and demand medication! Don’t wait for the bullseye…not everyone gets it. Please get treatment, I don’t want this to be your life too.
-Livi XOXOXOXO
I am 15. I deal with almost all of these things daily, some days are worse and some days I can get through…but all of it I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I have no life, I stay home all the time, I am lucky my mom takes care of me.
If you find a tick on yourself, go to the doctor and demand medication! Don’t wait for the bullseye…not everyone gets it. Please get treatment, I don’t want this to be your life too.
-Livi XOXOXOXO